A Possible Calling?
Published: 17 March 2024
Context: The following took place on 21 June 2020. I wrote this journal entry about it two days later (now lightly edited).
After I finished at Lake Gwelup Christian Church I let a bunch of people, including Monica O’Neil, know that I was done there.
Monica later suggested that I could come on board at Living Grace Dianella (Churches of Christ) where she was senior minister. After talking a bit, Monica suggested that we do a trial for a while and then see what both parties thought.
I participated in staff meetings and in Sunday morning ‘Zoom church’ for a while [it was in the early days of Covid]. Things didn’t seem bad, but I had a few reservations about their location and whether it fit for my family – I didn’t feel quite right about it. We’d actually been hoping to try connecting with some local churches without being tied down to one particular church [in line with my passion for ecumenism].
When the Covid restrictions wound back, I went to their first physical gathering, and was then put on a team responsible for restarting Zoom church as a Sunday afternoon thing running in parallel with the morning gathering, but as a legitimate alternative gathering rather than a derivative service. I wasn’t 100% sure about being assigned to the team, but went along with it, and after some initial hesitation, volunteered to do communion.
On the first day of the new Zoom church, while a song was playing before communion, I was a bit nervous and a bit cold, but I also thought I might be feeling something else from the Holy Spirit. Afterwards I felt great, and really positive about the afternoon Zoom church, and have since talked to Monica and she has released me from any (mostly self imposed) expectation to be regularly at the morning service.
I thought I should record this because it seemed like it could be a real God moment and he could be leading me into doing some stuff at Living Grace with Monica. It’s also cool because it allows us to be connected with Living Grace in a way that keeps us free to participate in things that other churches are doing on Sunday mornings too 🙂
Looking Back
In retrospect, whether it was just cold and nerves or something more, I feel pretty confident that Living Grace was where God wanted me (and my family) to be.
(As a side note, the new Zoom church proved to be a short-lived thing and I ended up being more involved in Sunday mornings, so my hopefulness about being able to engage with other churches didn’t come to fruition. Still, I’m glad to have this reminder that I had at least intended to pursue this kind of ecumenism at that time.)